The first hike of 2016.

It started out easy, but became tough. Similar to how the year had been.

I'll never forget it. A love/hate relationship. The thorn in my side. A memory that makes you cringe. But still, pictures you look back at it, and smile. A very confusing, and at times, a dark year.

Once I thought I had mastered a part of my life, I was faced with another challenge. Another problem. Another struggle.

I learned a major surgery may have not solved my health problems. My two dogs died within days. Decisions were being made that I had no control of. Relationships were unstable. All of this was blinding me, keeping me paralyzed in worry and fear - for several months. Sometimes, making me fall into depression.

But - there were also joys to celebrate in that year. I became an aunt. I traveled to 8 states. I was nominated for an Emmy. I started this hiking project. New experiences, new friendships, new lessons, and relationships growing stronger. Slowly, giving energy to my bones, so I can pick myself back up, acknowledge the wounds, and move on.

However, there's still battles to be fought. Mountains to climb. I know that, and what's ahead of me.

Despite what's to come this new year, I know I'm strong. I'll fail at times. I'll want to give up. But I know there's something big for me at the end of this journey. And I'll be ready for it.